Friday, January 25, 2019

Turned My World

'You turned my whole world around....'
That's the title of a fmouse r and b song. The Moments and Barry White recorded it. I'm just doing a personal reflection of those very words....

Since I've had the pleasure to meditate daily on purpose; it certainly has made my world way better than previously. I first started with 'practicing the presence of god' while I was still in church. It was really cool however, it became increasingly straining on my world at that time. The more transmissions I received (and I had started doing spoken word at that time as well), the more things became a bit complicated. I would be a bit confused. I would say the scriptures but I found that my vision of things were actually a bit skewed. I loved and enjoyed those I was in close contact with and shared special association with. It was just that in my personal growth; I just didn't know what I thought I knew.
I am constantly challenging myself. I am constantly trying to avoid things but ehn I get to a point that I just give in and challenge, challenge and do it.One may want to call me brave but i was just as scared as the next person.
I realized after moving to California, giving birth, leaving/discarding the toxic relationship, that everything I engaged in was out of fear.
That revelation turned my world.....around.





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