Friday, June 26, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

hmm...think on this for a min....

an excerpt from 11laws of maat -ra un nefer amen w/my thoughts!
truly metaphysical forces are those that operate in the mental and divine realms....'energy' is defined as the capacity to do work, or to alter the state or position of a thing or event. essential, then to the definition of energy, is motion. alteration can only take place through movement and that is what e-motions do...this is due to the fact that they are physical energies; this is why we can feel them, and speak of them as our feelings.....our emotions are not limited to moving us to speak and take physical actions, but they can act directly in the world independently of our physical vehicle.

....Love is a most misunderstood force (e-motion). It is 'giving seeking nothing in return.'...the good that I do for you, I have done for myself. If I am one w/you, then what I give to you I have given to myself. Love is an expression of selflessness. It isn't affection because someone can be affectionate but selfish toward you.....




That's something to think about. I have these conversations about love w/people from time to time and I never think about love not being affection...He says that love is the emotional side of the experience of oneness, that love is then the emotion of executive force of our oneness w/all.
It seems as if we have lost sight of being one. We have to think that we are and behave as if we are. To do service to others is to do to ourselves and to the Supreme All. What a thought!!!!
in a world of capitalism, we are just lost.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

some other thoughts today. enjoy!!

From the book of Khun-Anup -vs7


Be patient so that one may call on you concerning his or her just cause.

Well i wonder if i am vibrating patience...I've been called upon a few times in my lifetime w/causes just and such. Its funny, maybe I'm patient in somethings and not others.

Do not be angry for it does not become you.

Well, now sometimes I've failed-and sometimes I've succeeded....you know; refraining from anger. lol


The brooding face becomes easily upset.

As a child, I've often wondered, 'what is brooding?' a definition of brooding would be, v-to focus the attention on something moodily and at length, to dwell, fret, mope, worry.
That having been researched thoroughly enough for this particular blog-lets rewrite this, shall we? (a few times)
-The fretful face becomes easily upset.
-The worried face becomes easily upset.
-The mopy face becomes easily upset.
Let us see what upset means, v- to disturb the health or physiological functioning of: derange, disorder, turn, unsettle, agitate, disrupt...
-the worried face becomes easily unsettled....
Maybe face means something else....maybe face is the mind....lets try that....
-The worried mind becomes easily unsettled.
-The fretful mind becomes easily disturbed.
(whew!) lets just leave that right there!! lol


Brood not on what has not yet happened, nor rejoice over what has not yet come to pass.

so I'm guessing that this just suggest an even balanced person. Its funny that we are told to rejoice over what has not yet come and expect it. But with this new definition of brooding....hmm...no; I dont see the not rejoicing thing working. Maybe for some things so that you're not staring at the face of Mr/Mrs disappointment....hmmm?


Patience prolongs friendship and disposes of a past concern, for one does not know what is in the heart.

so not anticipating or pretending or presuming or assuming you know what is in the heart of another is not the way to be or go....hmmm...it caught me at patience (lol) since i'm accused of being impatient or have been in the past a few times. Patience n- the capacity of enduring hardship or inconvenience without complaint; forbearance, long-suffering, resignation, tolerance.
HA! yes! I do have patience! Maybe not in all things...but well....I'm working on it. I love definitions and descriptions. Its the 'business' as they say (that say that saying).

If the law is underminded and order destroyed, the poor cannot survive for when they are robbed, justice does not apply to them.
Selah on that this day!

first day

this is my first day. and i dont knw exactly how i feel about it....time will show i'm sure! lol.